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Trust is All or Nothing

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I entered God's throne and felt naked. 
I look up to ask him my question, but before a sound could leave my mouth He says to me, 
"Do you trust Me?"
In my confusion, I cannot speak as I try to make sense of His question. 

Again, He asks 
"Do you trust Me?" 
This time with more emphasis. 

Still, I look at Him and as a vision I see all of my troubles I wanted Him to remove. 

Again, He says 
"Do you trust Me?"

At that moment all of my troubles and anxieties were removed and I saw my life without obstacles, and I felt distant, alone and surrounded by darkness. Fear filled my heart, for my Lord God was nowhere to be seen. 

Before I could shout out I heard His voice once more, 
"Do you trust Me?"

I looked up and was filled, comforted and embraced with His light. I opened my mouth to respond, but before I could utter a sound, I saw my life filled with troubles, difficult decisions and anxious moments. This time I felt strong, happy, comforted and confident. With patience and understanding that can only come from a caring father, 

He asks me again 
"Do you trust Me?"

All I can do is fall to my knees and with my face bowed down, I cry and try to ask for forgiveness as I realize all of the times I have pushed my Lord away.
I look up to answer Him, but He holds and comforts me in peace and silence.

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