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My Head

my head my head
there is so much in my head

the noise the noise, omittance of silence
the thoughts, the sounds, confuse and compound
all equal, so loud, so clear and abound

my head my head
so much in my head
bang bang, bang my head
into the door, into the wall, will it stop when unfed

the ringing, the pounding, how can there be more
no solace, no peace, just an endless encore

my head my head
it's too much, to contain
the thoughts, the sounds, the noise
all loud all equal and profane

my head my head
its me, its me, am here your friend
take care my head and not what you feel
confusion, chaos, chatter, all pleasantries of clamor

my head my head
i submit to my head
its thoughts, its sounds an orchestra without bounds
confusion and order
disillusion of amity a senseless calamity

my head my head
a constant reminder
i'm not dead
the thoughts, the words, the music and noise
reminders of life and the joy it employs 



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